Week 31 - February 24, 2015

Elder Johnson shared these wonderful pictures this week:

 

 

Week 30 - February 19, 2015

Family! 

This week has been so amazing.  Full of so many tender mercies and miracles.  I hope all is well at home and everyone is doing well!  I want to say thank you for all of the kind Valentine's Day notes from everyone!  That package was so amazing!  Mom, you are the best.  I am so lucky and am truly blessed to have so many amazing people who love and support me through out this incredible journey!

My heart is full of love and gratitude this week.  I have been able to partake of Christ's love and to experience the power of his Atonement in my life.  I have been opened up and have learned so much.  I am progressing and growing so much every day.  I know I say that every week in my e-mail, but it's because I am, and I am grateful for the opportunity that the Lord has given me to use me as a tool in his hands and that I am able to be a representative of him in all I do. 

One thing I learned this week was that I need to become the Lord's "Golden Investigator."  I am opening up to him and allowing him to change me.  I am trying to keep his commitments and learn from each of my weaknesses every day.

The gift of Prayer is real.  Through sincere prayer, we can receive answers to any questions we have or we can receive any help that we need.  I have a strong testimony that the Lord always gives us what we need, at the exact time we need it!  This week I have relied on my Savior in all I am doing.  There have been so many miracles this week! 

Today is a big holiday in Korea.  It's the Lunar New Year.  It is a time where all the families get together and celebrate the Lunar New Year.  From what I've heard, they all gather together to eat a special kind of food called DuckGook (It is a soup with rice and meet, it's delicious)  and  the youth bow to the older people in the family to symbolize the welcoming of a New Year.  Once they have done this, the elderly in the family give the youth money. Today we had the chance of going to one of our member's homes to eat and its was awesome!  Unfortunately, they didn't have any young kids, but it was fun to talk and share a short message!

This last week was zone conference.  It was so incredible!.  I have been spiritually fed. President Shin is really focusing on consecrating our mission, and he has really been focusing on teaching us how to become consecrated missionaries and what things we need to do to give our all to the Lord. 

After Zone Conference, Elder Oehler and I were talking and we really felt like we needed to fast.  Fast to know how we could really consecrate ourselves to the Lord and that we would be led in every aspect of our work through the spirit.  As we were fasting, we came up with a list of a few bad habits and weaknesses that we were willing to give up in order to be consecrated missionaries.  After our fast ended the next day, we directly went out side after eating lunch to 전도 (proselyte).  The first person we talked to walked right past us and didn't want to talk; however, we kept walking down the street but could see no one in front of us.  I had a feeling to look back and right as I did, there was this college student who was right behind me.  As we were talking to him, he said he didn't have any special beliefs and that he didn't really care to have religion.  As we kept talking to him, I could feel his heart being opened up. 

As we got to the tree where his bike was locked up, I just had a feeling to ask him if he had any plans and if he didn't we could go to our church and talk more about our church.  As I asked him this question, he paused for a sec and replied back to us and said he would love to come!  It was amazing! (originally we didn't have any plans and were just going to proselyte.)  As we got to the church, we were able to teach him a little English and then after about 10 minutes, he started asking all these questions about our church and as we explained, he asked for a Book of Mormon and he just kept asking all these questions.  It was a huge Miracle!  The Lord answered our prayer and we are so grateful.  We have been able to meet with him twice now, and we try to call him on some of the week nights to follow up on commitments and build a better relationship. 

I have experienced so many other miracles this week.  I feel so blessed and so thankful for all the Lord is giving me.  I have been praying for five gifts each night:  The gift of Teaching, Understanding of the Book of Mormon, Remembrance, Holy Ghost, and the Gift of Tongues. I have been trying my best to set goals to be accountable to myself and to the Lord.  I have had countless experiences this week where I have seen the hand of the Lord in my life and where I have received answers to these things I have been praying for.  I am grateful for prayer.  It's weeks like these that I know that my Heavenly Father loves me and knows me personally.  He has a plan for me, and I am here on my mission trying to seek for that plan. He is giving me exactly what I need when I need it and I am so grateful for that.

The Book of Mormon is bringing a new light to my life.  The feelings and thoughts I receive from reading it are so real.  I am grateful to serve the Lord.  I am doing all I can to strengthen my relationship with Him and am relying on Him in all I do.  When we rely on the Savior, He is always there to help us.  

One thing I have really come to know here on my mission is that we can never reach our full potential.  There is always space to learn, grow, and improve.  God has a SPECIFIC and SPECIAL PLAN for each and every one of his children and through that plan we must rely on the Savior's atonement.  Because we have Jesus Christ, all things are possible.  We, through his atonement, can become better.  I know that for myself from these past 7 months. 

I love the Lord and I am so grateful for the chance to serve him.  Thank you for all the love and support you show me.  It means so much.  I love and miss my family so much.  I have felt your prayers these past few weeks and am so thankful for them.  Keep sending them my way:)  I love you!  Have a good safe week!

Elder Johnson 

Week 29 - February 8, 2015

Family! 

Sounds like all is well!  Everyone is looking so happy and healthy, and then there is me... Just getting a little chunky.... I am loving it here!  I am happy, healthy and I am slowly finding myself.  

 ( A meal of Kimchee and Tofu)

  (Elder Johnson in front of a museum in Gwangju)

Each day is an incredible opportunity to learn and grow!  I am progressing and I have realized so much this week.  My potential is infinite and with the help of the Savior, I can become better each day.  I am so grateful for this opportunity I have with the Lord.  It is my time for him to teach me and to shape me into the person I will be for the rest of my life. There is never a point in our lives where we have progressed to our fullest--where we have done all we can and can't do any more.  The most beautiful thing about this life is the opportunity to grow and progress everyday.  Each and every one of us have a special plan and through the Grace of the Savior, we can progress and become better.

I want to share with you guys something that has been on my mind this past week.  It is about the things of which I have just mentioned.  A question that has come to my mind this week is this, "What can I do today that will prepare me for tomorrow?"  As a missionary, there are so many things that need to be done and sometimes it gets so stressful because I don't know where to start.  I try to do each thing perfectly, and I feel like I never move on to the next.  I have realized something that will help me progress faster and will help change my thought process.  That is, Step by step, Little by little, moving forward and climbing the mountain, finding out who God wants me to be, what he wants me to do during these 2 years, giving my best in completing each task and moving on to the next.  I don't have to do each thing perfectly because that is impossible, but if I give my best and rely on the Lord in all I do, then I will learn and be able to progress.

The Korean language has taught me a lot about myself and about these things I just mentioned.  Learning a new language requires a desire to act and a lot of patience.  As I have been studying and learning this language, I really have learned a lot about who I am.

This week has been amazing.  My and my new comp are working hard and praying for miracles.  As I was studying "Preach My Gospel" this last week, I came across a part that talks about prayer. It says that we as missionaries need to pray to be lead to the people that the Lord has prepared for us.  That is something I have been doing ever since I got here in Korea, but the next thing that it says is after praying to find them, "Pray that you will RECOGNIZE them."  That is something I have been doing this week and I have really been led by the spirit.  My prayers are being answered.  I want to share a cool experience that I had this week as I did these things.

On Thursday, Elder Oehler and I just finished with a member visit and as we crossed the street and headed to the bus stop, I just figured that I should just study my vocab.  Well, as we got to the bus stop and as I was looking at my vocab notebook, I saw a person in a blue coat walking toward me.  I had this feeling to talk to them but I just told myself, "Ahhh, it's okay, I'm studying right now."   The prompting came again and the person was getting closer and closer.  I looked up and he passed me.  I told myself, "Ahhhhh great, it's too late now, he is already past me."  I looked back down at my vocab book, and I still had a feeling to say hello to him.  (This feeling was so strong!)   Well, as he walked past me and his back was turned away from me, I yelled, "안냥하새요."   He immediately turned around as if he had just known I was directly talking to him.  Before I said anything else, he started walking directly toward me and smiled.  We were able to teach him a 30 minute lesson on the street and were able to get his number.  We invited him to church, and so we are really excited to be able to meet with him and start teaching him about the Gospel.  He is really prepared, and I hope and pray that he accepts our message.  He told us he went to a church and they lied to him, and so he hasn't been back, but he seemed really interested in us and said he wanted to start coming out to our church to find out more.

I am grateful for the Lord answering my prayers.  When we follow the promptings of the spirit, we are blessed.  In that experience, I really felt the spirit prompt me so strong.

I am learning a lot and am working hard.  This work is progressing, and I am trying to have a purpose behind everything I do.

I love you! Hope all is well.  Happy Valentines day!  Have a good safe week.

Love Elder Johnson

Week 28 - February 1, 2015

Family! 

Another great week.  My eyes are being opened and I am learning and growing so much. The work is progressing and I am grateful to be a part of it.  I have drawn closer to the Savior this week and have been trying my best each day to apply and share His teachings.

Not a ton happened this week.  I am starting my 4th transfer!  Crazy!  At the End of this transfer I will have spent 6  months here is Gwang Ju.  It has been great.  

 (Elder Oehler who is Elder Johnson's new companion.)

This next transfer I am going to work my hardest to become consecrated and to give the Lord my best.  I am working hard trying to find someone to baptize.  I really want to get a baptism here in Gwang Ju before I leave.  I have spent a lot of time out on the streets trying to find people, and I have found a lot of success.  I am seeking for the Holy Ghost and relying on the Lord to show me where to go, what to do, and what to say.

Yesterday, during Sacrament meeting as I sat pondering in my chair, I came to realize something.  That is, that the Gospel of Jesus Christ has changed me.  It has opened my eyes and I see things so much differently.  These last 6 months of my mission, I have gained a strong relationship with my Savior through prayer.  Prayer is a gift that I will forever be grateful for.  I remember many different times in my life where things have been hard or things have been good and I knelt in prayer asking for help or giving thanks.  This transfer, I have a goal to pray vocally every night.  As I've been reading the Book of Mormon this last week, it talks about praying vocally.  I know that as I pray aloud, my conversations with Heavenly Father will really come to life, and I will be able to make my prayers more of a real conversation with Heavenly Father.

As of right now, we have 5 investigators that we are working with.  We met with one this week  and he seems like he has a lot of potential.  He met with missionaries about 6 months ago and then was busy with school and things, so we are continuing to meet with him and praying that he accepts and receives our message.

Sorry, time is short this week.  I am learning a lot and I am excited for this new transfer.  The Lord has a lot in store for me and I am grateful to be doing His work.

I love you hope all is well!

Love, Elder Johnson

Week 27 - January 26, 2015

Family! 

This week has been great!  Full of more and more things to learn and grow from.  Six months down, I  have grown, changed, and learned so much.  I am still the same Cole as I was when I left, but I  have a new light to me and I am trying to just improve myself everyday.  I am really focusing on the life of the Savior, Jesus Christ, how he lived, how he loved, and how he  reached out to everyone.  In a talk that I read in the MTC called, "The Charatcer of Christ," it talks about how Christ always turned outward in love and compassion to others in need and never turned inward and was selfish.  I have truly come to know that some of the happiest times I have had on my mission have come from giving love and service to everyone I come in contact with.  I have a goal in my planner everyday to serve at least 2 different people.  I have a 1. and a 2. written on the page and at the end of the day I am accountable to myself and write my acts of service in for the day.  As I do this, I am blessed.  I am blessed to serve these Korean people everyday.

Transfer calls came!  I am staying in my same area!  I'm pumped.  I am getting a new companion.  My time with my Korean comp is over. I am grateful for all I learned.  I really learned so much.  It's really interesting how the Lord really gives us what we need and He knows exactly when we need it.  I have gained a testimony of that this week.

This week we have visited a lot of members and have spent a lot of time on the street.  In each of the member visits I could feel the gift of tongues being given to me by the Lord.  I was just opening my mouth and things were just coming out.  It was such an amazing experience.  Also, I gave a lesson at English class on Friday night to a big group of people, and I talked about prayer and how if we exercise faith in Jesus Christ we can receive answers to our prayers.  I spent a lot of time preparing for that lesson, and while I was giving it, the Spirit was testifying so strong to the things I was saying.  I felt the love of Christ and the gift of tongues being given to me.  It was a cool experience.

These past few weeks I have continued studying about the prophet Joseph Smith.  I know that he restored this Gospel.  I have lived it my whole life and the happiness of which I have obtained from it is so unexplainable.  I am so thankful that through the Gospel of Jesus Christ I can be made clean from sin, experience happiness and live with my family for eternity.  There is no other church on the earth or gospel which allows families to be together forever.

As I have studied about the experience of which Joseph had, I have strengthened my testimony on the power of prayer.  First, in Joseph Smith's account of the First Vision, he tells us that had a question that he was inquiring of the Lord.  Second, he tells us he  knelt down in a silent place, then he exerted all his power upon the heavens and prayed VOCALLY from the desires of his heart. 

  There really isn't any other method by which we can obtain answers to our prayers than this. Some of my most spiritual moments on my mission have been on my knees in a vocal prayer to God.  When we need answers, we can kneel in prayer.  "Spiritual questions deserve spiritual answers," one of my favorite quotes by Elder Neil L. Anderson.  I am so grateful for my Savior.  I'm growing and trying to improve myself like the Savior.  This Gospel is Happiness. It has been hard for me to gain a knowledge of everything, but I am grateful for a lifetime to learn.  I am also grateful to know that God knows and loves me.

Hope all is well.  I love, miss, and pray for everyone daily.  The work is moving forward.  Still working hard trying to find investigators.  Miracle.... Three of my old investigators came to church this week.  My very first person I found here in Korea, Dennis (his English name) came to church.  Elder Skinner contacted him and he finally decided to come.  I am grateful for the small tender mercies in which the Lord provides me with everyday.  Keeping investigators and consistently meeting with them can be hard at times, but I am keeping a good attitude and pushing forward.

Love you all!

Elder Johnson

Week 26 - January 19, 2016

Family! 

So glad you got my package!  Hope you liked everything.  The squid and the candies!!  haha  They aren't very good, but I wanted to give you a little taste of the Korean Life:)  Hope you enjoyed it!  I love and appreciate you guys so much.  My family is amazing!

(This is a picture of the squid candy Elder Johnson sent home for his family to try.)

(Elder Johnson's sister and her two friends try the "candy.")

This week has been great!  Full of lots of hard work and lots of blessings.  I am continuing to learn so much.  I am really trying to focus on applying all the things I learn during my personal study.  In "Preach My Gospel," it teaches that by living and applying gospel principles, I will be able to gain a better understanding and I will be able to teach more productively.  I have noticed that as I have been doing this, my knowledge of the gospel is increasing and new Ideas are coming to me.  During my companion studies me and my comp role play.  It is soooooo HARD.  But I am really trying to find my teaching style, and I am really focusing on trying to teach simple gospel truths.  Sometimes I get so caught up in how hard the language is and it is so hard for me to say what I want, but I am then reminded that If I stay simple and rely on the Spirit, everything will go smoothly and go how it is suppose to.  I am really learning to rely on the Savior in everything, and I am applying his infinite Atonement in my life. 

Something that I have been thinking about this week is that, we as people living on this earth, will never fully understand how great the Atonement is.  How powerful and infinite it is. The Savior really did suffer for the sins of all mankind and through him we can receive eternal life.  I am so grateful for the Savior Jesus Christ.  I am trying to become like him in every way I can.  I have really come to realize I just have to throw myself into his arms and trust he will guide me in my actions, this work, and my life.

I am learning and applying something that was taught to me while I was growing up by my most amazing parents:)))  It's the power of planning.  Planning is so important in missionary work.  Often times I find myself with so much on my mind and so much to do, and it just stresses me out.  I sometimes let things build up and it just gets distracting.  But I have noticed as I plan and find a way to accomplish the things, I see big results.  I have learned so much and I have so much to learn.  As I plan, pray, and execute with a purpose, the Lord helps me in all I do.

Me and my comp are still working hard trying to find investigators.  I love him! He teaches me so much.  We have two investigators right now.  One is really sad and really needs the gospel in his life.  We are trying to help him in every way we can.  He is slowly progressing, but he works on construction things so he is always unable to meet.

We have just been spending a lot of time talking to people on the streets.  It has its ups and downs.  I really want to meet and grow a love for my investigators and teach lessons, but I have started doing something on the street that has helped me grow spiritually and has helped me progress in my Korean teaching abilities.  I try to teach a principle of the gospel to each person I talk to on the street.  It has helped me so much.  I know as we keep working hard, the Lord will lead us to the people he is preparing for me.

I am grateful for prayer and and gaining a close relationship with my Savior.
I hope all is well.  I Love you all soooo soo much.  Thanks for your love and support!

Have a good week.

Elder Johnson

Week 25 - January 12, 2015

Family! I hope all is well! 

I got two post cards in the mail this week from Paris!  Thank you so much, they meant so much to me.  Thank you for all your love and support you show me.  I appreciated your email and your thoughts to help me discover my special gifts I have been blessed with.  Last week because of time purposes, I wasn't able to share a quote that I wanted to.  I can't remember who it's from, but it came from a talk in the Ensign that I read.  It goes like this, "Remember, its what you do with what you have that makes you who you are."  That is so true.  I am really trying to bless the lives of others by being myself and using the gifts that the Lord has blessed me with.  I am so grateful.

I am learning so much everyday.  I am slowly starting to find myself and I have made some big improvements over the past couple of weeks.  My companion is teaching me so much.  I love him!  He is the coolest Korean and is full of energy!  We get along so well, I swear he is like my twin--just in a Korean form haha.  I have seen huge improvements with my language ability from just serving with him.  I am able to understand a lot more, and I am able to say things I want to say better and better each day.  I have continued to pray for the gift of tongues and I know I am being blessed so much.  I am so grateful.

(Strength in numbers.  Elder Johnson with other missionaries serving in this area.)

 (Lower picture:  View from Elder Johnson's apartment in Gwangju.)

Being a missionary is truly remarkable.  I receive so many blessings each day and the happiness and love that comes from this work is incredible.  I know the Lord is very involved. 

This last week as we were out talking to people on the street, it was freezing cold.  We weren't having much success, but we continued to talk to everyone, and we eventually ran into this girl who was carrying a lot of groceries and looked like she needed help.  As we helped her, she saw that I wasn't wearing my gloves and my hands were about to freeze off! She reached into her bag and pulled out these brand new really nice leather gloves and gave them to me.  It was an amazing miracle!  I felt so blessed and I was so grateful.  I started to think back on why everything happened like it did, and it was simply because I have been showing the Lord my gratitude for His countless blessings he provides me. 

I am reading in the Book of Mormon in 1 Nephi right now, and one thing I have observed is after each blessing the Lord grants unto Lehi and his Family, they build an altar and offer a burnt offering and give thanks.  In the back of the Book of Mormon when Christ visits the Americas, he tells us that the burnt offering that we need to offer him is a broken heart and a contrite spirit.  If we do this we will be blessed beyond our own.

I want to share an experience of something that happened this week that really sent me to my knees to seek an answer from my loving Heavenly Father.  A simple question.  Did Joseph Smith really restore this Gospel?   Did Jesus Christ and God really appear to him in the Sacred Grove and tell him that he had a work to do?

On Wednesday this week, I felt as if my testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith was taken from me.  I believed, but I didn't know.  I felt as if I was in a dark place--a place that I had never before been.  I wasn't myself, I felt depressed, and I really was having some negative thoughts.  I ignored the negative thoughts and put them away.  A scripture came to mind that is in Alma Chapter 32.  "If you can have no desire to believe, let this desire work within you."  I held tight to the testimony I previously gained of the prophet Joseph Smith, that I received on Originations, my trip back east to each church history sight.   After praying and asking for myself in the Sacred Grove, after thinking about that scripture, it brought me to another scripture in the Book of Ether which tells us that we receive no witness until after the trial of our faith.

I believed.  I started to really ponder the question.   Was Joseph Smith really a prophet?  As I read a talk about Joseph Smith given by Neil A. Anderson in this last conference, it immediately changed my thought process.  He gives a challenge in there of gaining a testimony of the Restoration of the Gospel.  There is also a quote that I love, "Spiritual questions receive spiritual answers from God."  There is not a more true statement that I can think of.  I thought to myself that there is only one way that I can find out for myself.  I realized that I could not rely on the testimony of my companion. 

I prayed.  I asked.  And I acted.  I can tell you with everything I have that Joseph Smith restored this Church.  Joseph Smith did more for the salvation of mankind save our Savior and Redeemer Jesus Christ only.  I am so grateful for the restoration of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  It has brought me more happiness in my life than I can explain.  There is only one way in which we can know for ourselves and that is to ask.  Ask our loving God who gave us life.  Even if we need a reconfirmation.  Like I did.  When we seek the things of God, he will reveal them unto us.  I want to share my testimony of the restored gospel with everyone I come in contact with.  The Book of Mormon has brought more truth and light to my life than any other book here on this earth.  And without a young 14 year old boy seeking for truth, we wouldn't have it.  I am continuing to build my testimony on the Restoration of this Gospel.  And I know that this is God's true church here upon this earth.  I rejoice in the restoration, and I glory in my Savior.  I love this gospel, and I am grateful for the opportunity I can share it everyday. 

I love you!  Have a safe week!  I miss and pray for you every day!

Love,

Elder Johnson